Sunshine Too Brief

NYE_2008Portrait

All Contents copyright of
Tazzy at
tashuq78@gmail.com


I'm a self-absorbed Bengali-Torontonian;
Fish comes to me raw, wrappend in seaweed, not cooked in curry;
I love watching thunderstorms and rain;
Sad endings make more sense to me than happy ones;
I hate empty walls.

In the News

Craving of the week-
Dark Chocolate
Reading List-
Midnight's Children
Movie review(out of 5)-
127 hours- *****
Buried- ****
That Girl in Yellow Boots- **
Love of the week-
Seeing James Franco
Aim for the weekend-
Watch 'Going Postal' The Movie

My Novella: Samosa for the Arranged Souls

Introduction & Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapters 3, 4 & 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 6 continues

Chapter 7 & Epilogue


Archives
  • May 2004
  • June 2004
  • July 2004
  • August 2004
  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • November 2004
  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • May 2009
  • July 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • April 2010
  • May 2010
  • July 2010
  • May 2011
  • Current Posts



  • Friends & Daily Reads

    Qeta
    Zee
    Isheeta
    Diane
    Samosa
    Brainy Jane
    Megaphone Diaries
    Third World View
    Daily Dose of Imagery
    Bangladesh Photography
    Postsecret
    Passive Aggressive Notes
    Fug Yourself
    @Tremendous News
    Global Voices
    Cake Wrecks


    Listings and Credits

    Powered by Blogger
    Blog designer @blogskins.com
    Daily Dose of Imagery for side-panel picture
    Flickr Beta


    Thanks! You are my visitor number,

    Monday

    Its the season to ....get sick ....again..lalala


    I have the fevered sniffles.......again....twice in a month this season.
    Why is it more awful than usual?
    Well when you have just moved out on your own and your mother thinks you are starving to death or eating very wrong things......its not good.
    Not good at all. You find yourself, Rudolph nose, defending your full pantry (a full half shelf of it) and try to prove the existance of the 'essesntials-according-to all-mothers', i.e. milk, egg, juice, veggies etc in your fridge -all vainly coz your mother hasn't heard anything anyway and has gone off in tangents with her 'advice'...finally ending with "I knew this would happen when you moved out!".

    Sigh.
    She is so wrong.....I have juice in my fridge and a Swiss Chalet at the hospital :D




    Saturday

    Book update and reversed Benglish


    I have only of late finished 'Animal Farm' and '1984' by George Orwell. The ending of both I found strangely sad with Orwell's not-so-subtle-hint that the 'masses' will continue on in their struggles no matter who is in power and never 'rise up'. Nonetheless, I'm pleased with finally understanding the popular reference to 'war is peace', as well as scared shitless with Orwell's creepy predictions for the future, a lot of which has come true. And all this time I thought Tolkien and Pratchett were the only inventive geniuses in creating a believable world out of mist!

    Reversed Benglish: I am wondering these days about my delayed admittance to the Western(English) literature and if there are going to be repercussions.
    Along the years, when my contemporaries were reading Enid Blyton, I was reading Satyajit Ray's 'Feluda'.
    They were immersed in 'Nancy Drew' series and I was gobbling up on 'Teen Goenda' series.
    But unlike 'Nancy Drew', I never caught up with Blyton and now her books are out of print.
    Though we probably read all the fairy tales (Little Mermaid, Sleeping Beauty etc) and classics (Frankenstein, Hunchback of Notre Dame, Odyssey, David Copperfield etc) at roughly the same time, I had only read them translated in Bengali and to this day haven't read them in English (except Copperfield).
    And when girls at 13 were crying their eyes out with 'Love Story', I was still sitting with my own box of tissues and a thicker 'Pother Pachali'. I drenched the pages of 'Love Story' about a decade later than I should have.
    Even my introduction to Jane Austen (my all time favourite author) was shamefully late...in my late teens.
    We only matched our timings with Sidney Sheldon and he is just not as good as before.
    Alternatively had I live in Bangladesh longer than I had or continued in a Bengali-medium school, I would have probably finished all of the novels by Sunil/Shirshendu/Bonkim eons ago instead of trudging through some of them in my undergrad years in Canada, sitting at various corners of the Robarts Library.
    The dichotomy is pressing on me.
    Translations of one into another (Bengali to English, vice versa) would just not cut it. I want to experience the best of both worlds in their original form, feel the words on my tongue, juggles the phrases in my brain.... But I wonder of I'll have enough time to catch up/finish them all before my eyes completely give up and wander off to be squelched underfoot by Beatrix (gawd what a horrible image, consequently the only image I caught of the 'Kill Bill' movies)!

    And I haven't got hold of Huxley's 'Brave New World' yet!
    ('A Suitable boy' is coming along nicely though...only 700 more pages to go. Seth is quite the master.)

    Update: excellent book- 'A Suitable Boy'....reminded me of Sunil's pseudopolitical novels. I'm not sure if I would have made the same choices as Lata, but its quite understanble why she made them. She is not the only one either- predictibilty and security is probably top of the list of requirement for many girls. More on that later.





    Monday

    Holiday spirit


    Is it strange that I'm drowning myself and everyone around me in Christmas spirit this year?
    I want a tree to decorate in my apartment,
    String multicolor lights, bounts of holly all around,
    Surround myself with Chocolate boxes ..
    and individually wrapped Toblerone pieces too,
    Singing 'Jingle bell rocks'.

    It IS peculiar.....because I'm such a Scrooge most of the time. I scoff at the December'Cristmas Carol' cartoons, Ba-Humbug my way through all the gaudy christmas mall decorations and Santa's annoying little 'helpers'.
    Maybe its being on my own in a city with beautifully lighted trees.....or maybe I can feel myself slipping into SAD soon and trying to cheer myself up.
    Anyhow I got a tiny decorated plastic counter top tree for the apartment.
    I can't have lights up or even holly- darn cat, or chocolates at home otherwise I'll never fit through the door. So I filled up the plastic skull at work with Hershey's kisses for everyone and am humming 'Jingle Bell rocks'.
    The weather is just purrfect too ...from the inside atleast.

    PS: just to top it off....I'm totally addicted to Shortbread cookies! All-Butter ones too! hmp...maybe I should have started my diet plans after the holidays.